HAYDN - Nobody Knows Me

This blog is dedicated to the courageous, non-conformist artist HAYDN and his latest release, "Nobody Knows Me". A true and brutal account of his explicit and violent childhood and youth. This is the official place to read all about his book and what has been said about it.

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Thursday, April 13, 2006

Hello Cai!

Hi,

I am a HAYDN fan and have been for about a year now but that was for the music he creates and just his whole attitude. This new book is quite an achievement for HAYDN. I think it is very brave of him to release something so shocking, homo-erotic, explicit and true. He is exposing himself quite badly in this book but then it takes people like him to make a stand against abuses and cruelties carried out by others.

I hope Nobody Knows Me helps a lot of people that have been abused and violated. If you are easily offended I think you should leave this book alone.

Thanks
Martie.

An Angel for all Gay Men!

13 Apr 2006
by Dean Charrington


A hard story to read especially as a gay man. I got so angry with so much that went on and the idea that it all really happened is sickening. I live in the UK and know the area of the country this all took place. I will never look at Devon and Cornwall in the same way again. I wish I knew Haydn because I would just love to hold him and show him that not all men are sh*ts! I really admire him for having the guts to stand up and expose this to the world, I could never have been so brave. I hope men that have been raped and abused will take strength from this very rare angel of light that has just appeared in the UK somewhere. Just buy the book, get out the tissues and prepare to get mad and sickened but also have a jolly good laugh. Yes, Haydn is a bit of a comedian despite everything or perhaps because of everything.

HAYDN - Nobody Knows Me

HAYDN - Nobody Knows Me

From the Editor.

I managed to get my hands on this statement from the editor of HAYDN's book:

Nobody Knows Me is certainly not a read for the faint-hearted. The book transports the reader on a roller-coaster ride of emotions as the author’s life story unfolds and he tries to determine his sexuality. Haydn, a young, naïve boy, is subjected to horrific homosexual acts at the hands of his cousin whilst on a family holiday. At every twist and turn of his turbulent life, a myriad of personas are created to hide his feelings of rejection and being misunderstood by family, friends and lovers. He questions his strong, religious beliefs, but his music offers an outlet for the dark feelings he harbours within his soul. Following years of abuse, he wrestles to find answers to questions eating away at his mind. Were all men like those who treated him so cruelly for their own gratification? Would he ever find the love he craved? What had he done to deserve such treatment at the hands of others? These and many more are answered in explicit detail.

A very courageous story

7 Apr 2006
by James Harding


This is a very courageous piece of work. Anyone who cannot but feel the pain and suffering of the author throughout this rollercoaster ride of emotions and events has to be dead. I could not stop reading once I started and straight from page one the adventure begins. This story is a must for anyone who has suffered child abuse, rape, violence and actually survived to tell the tale. You will laugh, cry, get angry and feel so moved to have been allowed a glimpse into the world of this very amazing little artist called Haydn. I just admire him so much for being so brutally honest and brave enough to share this with the world. I highly recommend this book!

A Hero to us all!!!!!

11 Apr 2006
by Kye Parks


As a victim of abuse, or should I say survivor, I really wanted to read this book when I heard about it. I have never read a book so fast but once I started I could not stop it was so exciting and engrossing. It completely horrified me but I just had to keep looking! Haydn is an amazing person with such strength and determination it is almost unbelieveable. How he found the inner strength to write this book for us all to read I'll never know. I could never have done this about my own past and it never came close to his horrible, dark history that he has seriously stuck his fingers up at. I am now a fan and will follow Haydn on his adventures because where he goes I just know it will be some ride! He is a hero and an angel for all of us that have been abused in some way through our lives. If you have survived, suffered injustice or just love a great real life story then this book is for you. I am already reading it again. I want to be him!!!!

I am in love with an angel!!!

13 Apr 2006
by Clint Johnson


OMG!!! What a refreshingly real and to the point story. Haydn is an amazing character and I just adore him after reading what he had to endure for so long. What b**tards he meet on his journey through life. He is so hilarious and just takes everything in his stride and that is awesome to read. After reading about his life I really want to meet him. He would be great for a night out and keeping us laughing. Yes, he has had a f**king tough life and has survived so much but that just makes him all the more attractive. The sex scenes are hot too!!!!!!!

Donations to the NSPCC

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE

Explicit True Story of Child Abuse to Raise Money for the NSPCC.

Autobiography “Nobody Knows Me” chronicles survival of incest, abuse, rape and disease. Author pledges donation from every book sale to support the NSPCC in their mission to stop child abuse.

LA HABRA, CA- April 13th, 2006- Independent and non-conformist artist, Haydn, announces today he will donate US$1.00 for every copy of his autobiography “Nobody Knows Me” that sells via Lulu Press.

Haydn’s decision to donate part of his royalty on the sale of each book is due to the artist’s strong and committed determination to see more done to end child abuse. Haydn states, “Children are still being used, abused, manipulated and killed even in this modern day and age when it appears children have so many rights. We must not fall asleep and ignore this dark evil that haunts so many youngsters like it did me for so many years. I believe in the NSPCC and want to show my support in their huge mission to stop all forms of cruelty subjected to the young.”

“Nobody Knows Me” was started in 2004 while Haydn was living in Cardiff, UK. Having to face the possibility of receiving therapy for his abusive past he decided to write a book instead. Two years later it is a cathartic book exposing the brutal events of his childhood.

Haydn releases his life story to the world to encourage other victims of abuse, especially men who have been raped, to fight back and not suffer in silence any longer. Haydn wants to position himself as a voice for victims of bullying, incest, rape, violence, homophobia, injustice and having to fight to survive. Over the years he has gained experience fighting and surviving all these acts of cruelty and now feels he has the authority to speak out against them.

Link to Publication: http://www.lulu.com/content/243581 (Hardback), http://www.lulu.com/content/243614 (Paperback),

About Author
Haydn is a non-conformist and independent artist. He is creatively empowered with total freedom over everything he creates. Haydn has also created and released two CD albums entitled “Nobody Knows Me” (January 2005) and “Fire” (November 2005). Released via the internet they have received over 400,000 plays with international interest affording Haydn several hundred fans and supporters.

Contact:
Bob Jacob
Public Relations
press@boyserpent.com
Boy Serpent

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Monday, April 10, 2006

Launch Press Release

Incest, Abuse, Gay Rape and Disease Inspire Explicit True Story

Autobiography “Nobody Knows Me” chronicles survival of incest, abuse, rape and disease.
Author aims to inspire, encourage victims of abuse not to suffer in silence.


LA HABRA, CA (PRWEB) April 10, 2006 -- Independent and non-conformist artist, Haydn, releases a brutal and explicit autobiography of his life and survival of incest, abuse, rape and disease growing up in the English counties of Devonshire and Cornwall.

“Nobody Knows Me” was started in 2004 while Haydn was living in Cardiff, U.K. Having to face the possibility of receiving therapy for his past he decided to write a book instead. Two years later, it is a cathartic book exposing the real events of his years in the West Country. Family members, friends, lovers, enemies, abusers, British society and more are all exposed in this book.

Haydn’s decision to release his life story to the world is to encourage other victims of abuse, especially men who have been raped, to fight back and not suffer in silence any longer. Haydn wants to position himself as a voice for victims of bullying, incest, rape, violence, homophobia, injustice and having to fight to survive. Over the years he has gained experience fighting and surviving all these acts of cruelty and now feels he has the authority to speak out against them.

Link to Publication: http://www.lulu.com/content/243581 (Hardback), http://www.lulu.com/content/243614 (Paperback),

About Author
Haydn is a non-conformist and independent artist. He is creatively empowered with total freedom over everything he creates. Haydn has also created and released two CD albums entitled “Nobody Knows Me” (January 2005) and “Fire” (November 2005). Released via the Internet, they have received more than 400,000 plays with international interest affording Haydn several hundred fans and supporters.

Contact Information
Bob Jacob
press@boyserpent.com
Boy Serpent
http://www.lulu.com/content/243581
08453987305

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Sunday, April 09, 2006

Blurb for Nobody Knows Me

‘A chameleon, a liar, a bitch, a slut, a fag, King of Sleaze, Virgin Queen, a manipulator, a control freak, a demon, a curse….a boy!’

This is a story of a quiet little boy who grew up in the UK. Deep in Devon and Cornwall hidden by the beautiful countryside and beaches lays a sinister story of abuse and cruelty. This little boy, HAYDN, just happened to be born into the middle of it all. Embark on a journey of sex, lies, intrigue, cowardice, violence, abuse and ultimately survival against all odds.

From his dangerous birth you will be taken through years of neglect, violence, fear, distrust, disease, death many alter egos and personas as he turns into a professional chameleon in his quest to survive his own family and British society. From an awkward boy hated and degraded to the ultimate persona as ‘Virgin Queen’.

HAYDN lets you see everything from the filth to the glory and you can almost smell his fear and feel his struggles as he fought against the world to come out the other side as an empowered, strong and unique human being.

Read his amazing story of survival to inspire all those who have suffered and live with their own shadows.

'No matter what is happening to you or has happened to you never stop fighting back. Never give up!'
HAYDN
xxx

Produced by J Evans for "Nobody Knows Me" - 2005